Assalammualaikum. Hi! Apa khabar semua!
So hari ini, adah(bukan nama sebenar) nak story sikit. Be open minded and stay calm ok? Love-Love. Haha. So, the story goes like this. I met this one guy 4 bulan lepas. Adah jumpa dia for the very first time, not in a good surrounding. Haha. Then, he asked for my social acc. I gave him and from there, we started to make contact. He's a nice guy. At first, I was afraid. Afraid if he is a bad guy. But, as time went by, I get to know him better. He is a nice guy. To be honest, he does know my dark secret. Adah tak tahu either dia akan baca, atau sedang baca blog ni but, if u are, please don't say anything to me. Just know that I like u as who u are.
So, here is the real deal. At first, dia just text Adah gitu2 je. Then, dia berani approach Adah ajak keluar and so on. But at first, Adah jual mahal sikit. Malas nak layan kerenah dia. But, lama kelamaan, Adah gave in je dengan kehendak dia. Ajak keluar makan, lepak, nak jumpe. Yes. I did ikut kemahuan dia. Adah rela. Bukan dipaksa. Sebab, he is being too nice with me.
What I love about him is that, he will always be ready for me. Will always be cautious. He is always smiling, laughing when he is with me. I love the aura. I love the fact that he is smiling whenever he is talking to me. I don't know if that will last but we are here to find out. He is unique. Yes, I do know tha fact that somehow, each and every person holds different kind of attitude, behavior. And when I am with him, I feel comfortable, safe and me as if in, I am me again. I love him.
Sadly, we've had a deal. A deal which I have to live with it. But still, I am holding to that promise that we have made. I wanted him to know that I will be able to SETIA with my future husband later in my life. I told him everything. What I wished to be and what I wanna be. He guides me. Gives me some advice which I am thankful for.
I am here for u. I don't want to know the whole thing about u. Whatever thing or stories that u have told me, that's it. Enough with that. I will never ever asked u any kind of questions that will singgung your feelings. As for me, whatever dark past that I have gone through, I hope u are ok with that. Coz u know the PREVIOUS me.
So here, Adah just nk advice to always hargai someone yg cuba nak happykan korang. He might not always be there with u but he is trying. And that is good enough. At least, he appreciate u guys. Be cool with it. Don't pressure him. Don't be clingy. Do good things to him AND with him. Be there for him.
Have a nice day, guys. See u in my next post. Anyone who reads my post ni, u cant suggest anything for me to wite on. Assalammualaikum.